Do you have days that are good and then comes the bad? When things are good you can laugh about anything , but when they are bad ..... you wish you were never even born , life just seems to punch you right where it hurts and you feel not wanted , needed or even seen for who you are. Today is one of those days .... no matter what i do , think say or feel ..... i am never going to be what everyone wants me to be .... I am not perfect .... i am not made of stone ....
I have emotions , i have thoughts and feelings that no one really wants to hear ... because if they hear them ... then i become human ... not important enough to be seen....
I try so hard to make everyone else happy ..... alll i really do is get hurt , and hurt back ...... somedays i just feel invisible to those who love me .... never knowing why but in the end .... just another day of feeling worthless .
My life with depression
My life with pain of not knowing why
My life with ........
Just my life.
