Well here I sit again. Nothing much to report this time , other than stress is getting the better part of me and I have once again went the route of doing what always feels comfortable to me. Hide from my problems , shut down , and walk away. I really must find another way of dealing with my stresses and depression. Some days seem better than others , but again ... I only open myself up for hurt , pain , anger , let down , and various other emotions that eventually lead to me crashing. Patterns are getting rather out of hand , but at least I am able to now see them where as before I was not. I see this as a good sign. A step toward helping myself understand what goes on in this head of mine.
